I watched an anime called "Unemployed Reincarnation. The story is about an old man who was bullied and became a recluse, but was reincarnated in another world under the name of Rudeus and started over as a baby. He becomes active in the other world, but memories of his previous life come back to him and he has a hard time summoning up the courage to do so.
I myself have been out of school because of relationships, so I understand how Rudeus (the old man) feels painfully well. Even though he is safe and away from threats, he is reminded of the past, and the world seems really awful. The words "I'm not good enough" stick with me.
I never tried, and in hindsight, I wish I had had the courage to try a little harder back then. And that depression makes me lose my energy even more, and it's a vicious cycle.
It's a vicious cycle. I can cry just by seeing the old man from my previous life. I want to tell him, "I understand, I understand. I want to say, "Have fun in the other world! I watch them while cheering them on. Of course, there is no other world in the real world. But I will try to live like Rudeus, thinking that I am reborn every morning and reincarnated.